The slow gray flow of street
peters out in a circular pond,
rippling in asphalt eddies around
occasional tired looking weeds
breaching the surface from silty depths.

Five houses lay scattered as driftwood
on a waveless shore, burned skin
flaking in tiny curled shadows,
roofs weeping excess shingles
onto a hiss of dry grass.

A dog furred in nondescript brown,
tail down and straight, paces
with a slight limp, tongue drooping
like a faded rose petal ready to fall,
searching for a place to ford the current.



About the Author: Spencer Smith is a University of Utah graduate and works in the corporate world to pay the bills that poetry doesn’t pay (i.e., all of them). His work has appeared in over forty literary journals, including Main Street Rag, Potomac Review, Plainsongs, RHINO, and Roanoke Review.



We could have built things with all of this driftwood.  They didn’t have to burn
everything.  They didn’t have to toss all of that ash into the skyline.




About the Author: Darren C. Demaree is the author of seven poetry collections, most recently “Unfinished Murder Ballads” which is due out August 2017 from Jellyfish Highway. He is the Managing Editor of the Best of the Net Anthology and Ovenbird Poetry. He is currently living in Columbus, Ohio with his wife and children.

Target Walker

Glimpse first as reflection in the glass, through frozen pizzas, bags of chicken parts, cheese stuffed jalapeno poppers, tripping cold box light sensors, as he passes in purposeful gate.

Glimpse second, brushing past, disappearing round aisle’s corner, a thought I had. “What the hell is he doing”?! Holds no basket, pushes no cart, only strides

amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles. 

Amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.

Dressed in garbs of black and slip-on sneakers, head flecked with strands of gray, evading the punters who thrust carts of red into his path.

Pauses not, to gawp at the sills of infinite array, impervious to the seductive, beckoning images pitching sundries, singular focus unwavering, he glides

amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.

Amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.

Towards me again he comes, momentary meeting eyes, I nod and smile, immutable expression confounds, onward returns his nippy gaze, never slowing step.

Watching in wonderment as he weaves the lane of painted faces, hairy concoctions, skin tightening goop, destination unknown, he dances

amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.

Amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.

Girdled by indifferent ones, in perpetual motion alone, seeking escape from aloneness, comfort in bustling clatter, or… does he just like ambling

amidst the aisles winding,

winding amid the aisles.



About the Author: Dennis Perry Clark is a retired chef turned writer. He has written a cookbook, short stories, and recently began composing poetry. Some of his previous work will soon appear in Indigo Lit. and Figroot Press.

The End of Love

by Ilene Raymond Rush


     Due to the sensitive nature of how she and Rennie Josephs first met, Lily decided to invent a different origin story.  But such tales were not easy to come by.  JDate, Home Depot, bumping into one another at a late night Laundromat all seemed too predictable. And tame.

     “Nothing too original,” Lily told Britney Spears, her Giant Schnauzer. “The less dramatic the better.”

     Britney, in the kitchen waiting for a treat, dropped to the floor, thinking she had been asked to play dead, one of the three tricks Lily’s ex-husband Del had taught the dog before he had left: sit, roll over, and die. 

     Sometimes Lily believed there was a message hidden in these commands, but she chose to ignore that for now.

     Lily tossed her dog a dried chicken strip and while Britney left to treasure it alone, Lily spread out the Sunday Times marriage announcements onto the wooden butcher-block table. Every weekend, she scanned the announcements like a racing sheet, trying to predict who would last and who would not and which smiling faces were already doomed. But today, she was searching for inspiration to create her own romantic story or something she might appropriate and make her own. 

     Skimming quickly, she read of people connecting in hedge fund meetings, sharing Ubers, comparing autobiographies on long distance flights to Bangkok or Reykjavik.

     None rang exactly right. 

     The reason she needed a story at all was because Natalie, her only daughter, had invited her and Rennie to Shabbos dinner. Wed for three months -- against Lily’s best judgment -- to Josh Emmerling, Natalie’s new marriage retained a sense of playing house. After the wedding, the lovebirds had left Brooklyn for a revamped loft apartment in Fishtown, in a pre-Civil war building. Despite the history, everything in the space seemed light and temporary, their blond wooden furniture, their curtain-less windows, their beige on beige couch. Sitting in Natalie and Josh’s living room Lily felt perched on a cloud, as though with a puff all of it – walls, ceiling, and matrimony -- might blow away.

     Lily knew it was purely psychological: that because her own marriage had vanished in a whiff of infidelity didn’t mean that Natalie would suffer the same fate. 

     And yet.

     When Natalie had first invited Rennie and Lily to dinner, Lily offered to come alone.  

      “We want to meet your man,” Natalie had said. The phrasing struck Lily as wrong; it reminded her of a sexy Leonard Cohen song. 

     “Friend,” Lily corrected.

     “Why must you make everything so hard, Mom?” Natalie asked. “It’s fine. We’re grown people. I know you’re seeing someone. Grandma told me.”

     At that, Lily had paused. She loved how her daughter had no fear, that she stepped into the middle of her own life and took charge. Even as a small child, Natalie had been sure of things and of herself. She had opinions. She spoke up. Had Lily ever had such confidence? Where had Natalie picked it up? 

     “I admire you,” she told her daughter.

     “Thank you,” her daughter said. Lily realized she wanted Natalie to respond: “I admire you, too.”

     But nothing arrived.

     At the kitchen table, Lily thumbed through the marital announcements in the Times, borrowing a little here and a little there. Embroidering a past. Finally she arrived on a possibility: What if she had met Rennie at the Korean HMart, where they had been individually inspecting Asian pears. Rennie -- who was a cook, which was true -- offered her a recipe for the exotic fruit when she said she had never tasted one. Which led to an invitation to cook together. And then, another. 

     It was whimsical and possible. She saw herself relating the tale to Natalie and Josh, Rennie in his brown leather jacket pushing a cart stacked with roasted seaweed and mirin and hot chili oils, Lily wandering the aisles, on the prowl for something new among the exotic wares. Or did that make her sound too pathetic? Thinking of Natalie’s certainty, Lily amended her vision: She would introduce Rennie to the Asian pears; she would invite him back to her house to carve and cook. 

     Pleased with this alteration, Lily took a sip of lukewarm coffee and returned to the newspaper. And it was then she saw it. A side column where curated couples garnered more time to tell their tale. A cardiac researcher at Penn and his betrothed. How she knew it was love at first sight and how the divorced researcher said – a direct quote – “I never knew love before.” 

     With a sharp tear, Lily sliced the story from the paper. Then she ripped it in half. Then she ripped it in half again. And it was only when the story sat, minced before her, a flurry of diced newsprint, that she released a strangled breath. 



     “We knew he wasn’t going to stay single forever,” her mother Ruth said. Lily had spent the rest of the morning catatonic on the couch. Her mother, who also read the New York Times marriage section, had phoned at noon. 

     “He’s a man,” Rose ruled. “Men aren’t good at living alone.”

     “That’s a different generation,” Lily said.

     “But it still holds water,” Ruth maintained.

     “Only if you buy into the antiquated idea that men need women to care for them.”

     “Or they need to care for women,” her mother said, unable to relinquish the last word. “Besides,” she said, her voice softening. “You are dating too.”

     “I’m not dating,” Lily said.

     “Whatever you want to call it,” said Ruth. “Shacking up?”

     Lily put down the phone.


     Because Rose and Del were still on speaking terms -- her mother had never given up on Lily and Del reuniting despite ample evidence to the contrary -- Del started texting Lily to talk about the announcement of his engagement on Sunday afternoon. “We shld talk,” he wrote followed by an emoji of an ear. Lily stared at his message then pressed delete. Between her clients’ therapy appointments, she repeated the gesture twice on Tuesday, three times on Wednesday, four on Thursday -- delete and delete and delete again.   

     And then on Friday, home from work, an hour and a half before she was to meet Rennie at Natalie’s apartment, Del rapped on Lily’s back door, having long ago relinquished his key. Dressed to go out, Lily applied her lipstick and ignored him. There was absolutely no need to see him or hear about his betrothed.  She didn’t want him to think that the New York Times announcement had bothered her in any way. And it hadn’t, at least not after the first three days. 

     “Go away,” she yelled at him, waking Britney Spears, who stumbled up, looked to see Del, and slumped back down. 

     “Check your messages,” he called through the door.  “I tried to…”

     “I said, Leave,” she yelled.  

     She turned her back to him and stepped into her shoes. 

      “You can’t give me five minutes?” he called. “Three?”

     It was simple enough to escape him: she’d go straight out to the garage, start her Prius and back out the drive, leaving Del in the figurative dust. But her emotions betrayed her. She swung around and stared at Del’s face and said, “You’ve never been in love before.” 

Del’s ear pressed to the window, trying to hear. It was the ear she had once bitten, when she wanted to get him out of the house once and for all. A moment of sentiment passed through her, but she pushed it away. 

     “I can’t hear you,” Del called. He leaned closer and without thinking Lily crossed the kitchen and yanked open the door. Del, who had been leaning full bore against the glass, fell into the kitchen, hard, his knees buckling beneath him, landing on the cold Mexican ceramic tiles. 

     With a yelp, Britney scrambled to get out of the way. 

     “You’ve never been in love before,” Lily said. “What the hell?”

     On the floor, Del righted himself to seated position, leaned against a wooden cabinet and rubbed his arm. For a second she thought of asking him if he was ok, but she pushed the thought from her mind.

     “I said, “I’ve never been in love in this way before,” Del spoke up. His voice was very quiet and very calm. . “They edited my quote.” He looked up.  “You have to believe me, Lil.”

     What Lily wanted to say was that she didn’t have to do anything he asked. But she didn’t answer. Instead, she thought of the first time she had seen Del. He’d had a nosebleed on Walnut Street in West Philly, and passing by him on the way back to her therapy office, she had stopped and handed him a tissue from the pocket of her coat. When he accepted it, he kissed her hand, leaving a small trail of blood drops across her knuckles. She had never had a grown man kiss her hand, and everything about it struck her as vulnerable and open and somehow kind. He had introduced himself and she had introduced herself and somehow, her kindness got mixed up and became his kindness.  

     “Del,” she said now.  What she wanted to tell him was that she didn’t care, that she didn’t want him anymore. That she was past him, that she had started a new life, that she had somebody, too. That even if she hadn't had somebody, it didn’t matter. They were really, truly, through.

     But in the end she didn’t say any of these things. She simply stood apart from Del, silent, until at last Del, of his own accord, rose, brushed off the backs of his pants and went down the stone walkway to his blue Miata, his midlife crisis car, and drove off.


     An hour later, Rennie met her outside of Natalie’s brick apartment house. She had thought of cancelling, but how to explain to Natalie? 

     “You look pale,” Rennie said. He leaned over and lightly pinched her cheek. A little charge of electricity ran up her arm. She shook it off. He clicked the lock on his car and walked with her toward the entryway to Natalie’s building.

     “Tonight, we drink Old Fashioneds,” said Rennie. 

     It was a joke between them, their first joke. Because the first time they went to dinner, she had ordered an old fashioned, drank it down and then gagged because she had no idea what she had ordered. The name of the drink had come out of her mouth because she wanted to be exotic and different with Rennie because she obviously had not done well with Del being who she was. She had tried to put together a new person – a suave, sophisticated person who drank mixed drinks and handled men with ease. She had to run to the ladies where she spit up all of it – from the bourbon to the bitters to the maraschino cherry. 

     At the restaurant, Rennie pretended not to notice. When Lily returned, two spots of red on each cheek, he had simply handed her a glass of ginger ale. And she had thought that maybe it was the nicest thing that anyone could do at that moment.

     “You going to give me a hint?” he asked at Natalie’s door. “Is it bigger than a toaster?”

     “It’s Del,” she said.


     “He…” she couldn’t say it right off. Saying it out loud made it reality. “He fell in love.”

     “I see,” Rennie said.  

     “It was in the newspaper.”


     Rennie looked up. 

     “Do you love him?”


     “Do you love him?” He paused. “I mean if you love him, I’ll understand why you look so shell shocked. But if you don’t love him, then I don’t really have to care.”

     Lily lifted her head. Loving Del had been a habit for so long that she never thought of not loving him. But here was the thing: she thought Del felt the same way. And even though he was a jerk and an asshole, he was her jerk and asshole and she believed in some fundamental way that they were going to end up together at the end.

     Which was not at all true.

     “It hurts,” she told Rennie.

     They had climbed the two flights to Natalie and Josh’s apartment and stood before the young couples’ front door. 

     “Love,” Rennie said.

     “The end of love.”

     “Ah,” he said. 

     Neither of them touched the doorbell. She wondered if Natalie and Josh were on the other side, ears pressed to the wooden frame. She decided she didn’t care. 

      “Can I put my arm around you?” Rennie asked. 


     Dinner was coq au vin and chocolate mousse: a fact that Lily found touching and somehow hilarious.

     It wasn’t until after coffee, when they were seated on that airy couch, that Natalie popped the question.

     “How did you two meet?” she asked.

     Lily swallowed. It had been agreed between them that she would handle the query when it arrived. The story was ready. She opened her mouth. And it was then, in a push, she drew a breath to start – the HMart, the Asian pears, and the invitation to cook together -- but then, she paused. 

     “He was almost my patient,” Lily said.

     “Really?” Natalie asked. 

     Sitting there, Lily could feel her daughter’s disapproval and Rennie’s surprise.  She thought of taking her words back, but she didn’t want to. She wondered if this was what confidence felt like: that you knew, for once, what was exactly right. 



About the Author: Ilene Raymond Rush's fiction has recently appeared in The Saturday Evening Post, Philadelphia Stories, StoryChord, and Lilith. Her short fiction has been awarded an O.Henry Prize. She lives in Elkins Park, PA.

Pay Phone

first you need to find a pay phone
which isn’t all that easy
since you just arrived yesterday &
can’t see very well what with all this soot & smoke
& heat, OMG the heat
then you have to wait in a long line
there is plenty of time
snaking around the fire pits
every now and then tapping
the one in front of you with a bony finger
hurry up
there is no hurry here
you hope you have a few coins left
that your quarters didn’t slip out of
your pocket into last night’s putrid river
that Charon didn’t steal them
when you were dozing
you shove the skeleton in front of you
hurry up
there is no hurry here
finally it is your turn/you dial the number
the number you have engraved on your heart/
or what is left of your heart
you wait for her to pick up
longing: to hear her voice
eager: to tell of your journey
missing her: terribly even though it has
been only a few hours since her cool hand
since her pleading eyes
what’s that I can’t hear you who is this must be a bad connection try again
she hangs up
you shuffle to the end of the line
hollow bones clacking



About the Author: Claire Scott is an award winning poet who has been nominated twice for the Pushcart Prize. Her work has been accepted by the Atlanta Review, Bellevue Literary Review, Enizagam and Healing Muse among others. Claire is the author of Waiting to be Called and the co-author of Unfolding in Light: A Sisters’ Journey in Photography and Poetry.

Still the Tao

He despised his body: 
the failing flesh, 
disintegrating organs, 
withered muscles
and bones as brittle
as a baby's.

He wanted the damn
thing kidnapped,
carted away in the trunk
of a beat-up, '55 Chevy, 
held prisoner in some
invisible gulag, 
forever forgotten.

Then he'd be free, mind
and spirit left to roam, wild
with the 10,000 things.



About the Author: Paul Lojeski was born and raised in Lakewood, Ohio. He attended Oberlin College, and his poetry has appeared online and in print. He lives in Port Jefferson, NY.